Scared

it sometimes scares me that I was born out of time, I think that maybe I should be living these days in the 20's I think there is such confusion over things like gender roles today. I’m tired of having to debate the simplest things on every date I go on, I want to be able to pay the bill at the restaurant because I am male and that is the way it is, it doesn't make you less of a woman it just means the moment can be enjoyed with out the tiffs over irrelevancies. I’m not trying to say that a woman's place is in the kitchen in fact I mean quite the opposite I want a woman who is simply comfortable enough in her femininity to enjoy letting a man enjoy what has been classed as masculinity for centuries.

I guess my ultimate desire is for the fairy tale, I want to rescue the damsel from the tallest tower. If I happen to encounter a dragon along the way then I'll bring a sword too.  The fairy tales of old were so full of magic and enchantment that even just remembering the stories brings a smile. I think that real life has exactly the same potential but we get so bogged down in irrelevant tiffs that we never see it any more.

Bring me the girl who won't allow her worries of being fat, thin, beautiful, or ugly. Find the one who can be comfortable knowing that there is more to beauty than that so she can enjoy exploring the magic that occurs when too people are attracted to each other. For that girl I will slay a thousand dragons. To find that girl I am scaling a thousand towers for it is not a thousand castles I wish to breach, merely that girl's heart.