Trust

I have long been accused of having too much faith in people of being too trusting to quickly. I am an easy one to take advantage of. For quite a while I was concerned about this because it appeared to be something I couldn’t change I would often find myself trusting someone about something all the time my mind would be telling me that I was about to get shit on from a great height and most of the time I was right too. Then I realised that I didn’t trust people for their benefit I do it because it makes me feel good to do so. I gain from the trust I give to people. I think I do it because it is an amazing feeling when that trust is returned it is good to prove my mind wrong occasionally. Naturally there is nobody that deserves more trust than a woman that I would share my time with. It would not be a trust to be earned, it would not be a trust that would need to develop it would be offered implicitly from the start. My theory goes that knowing that I see her beauty will make her feel good being with me. Knowing that I trust her will allow the confidence for that to grow.